the truth is, we r not always easy to love. there r days when we r too much - too angry, too quiet, too distant. we say thgs we dun mean, or we shut down completely. and yet, despite all of dat, there r ppl who choose to stay - for u. they see ur rough edges, ur moods, ur flaws, and decide u r still worth it.
looking back, i realize how rare dat kind of love is. it is not the grand gestures or perfect moments - it is the quiet resilience of someone choosing u, again and again, even when u r unbearable. even when u push em away, they pull u closer. and maybe dats the kind of love we all hope to find: someone who sees the mess, the chaos, the imperfect version of us, and decides they wont leave.
may we all be lucky enuff to find dat kind of love. maybe we r not. but more importantly, may we learn to give it in return.
Yeah. Sometimes just wanna have someone that could share things we could not exchange in real life. Warmth also the main factors people seek , not just swipe or TnG
ReplyDeleteindeed. so true.
Deletei got this.... sometimes I feel like it's impossible to love me. I'm messy n my tantrums are unbearable.. u know the feeling when everything is chaotic in your mind, but the moment u laid eyes on then or hugged them, everything just went away? even if they are the reason of all of the stressful thinkings... n that's how i know nobody else can love me better
ReplyDeleteand there are times when i think deep... how long n how far will we be able to stretch this...
Deletedats raw and beautiful. love like dat is rare; it’s messy, imperfect, but real. if they make the chaos quiet, even when they r part of it, dats somethg truly special.
Deletei hope thgs'll be good, and even better, for u. may Allah ease.
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