the head feels full today. heavy. dat dragging weight in u, the kind dat makes u want to talk, but then u rmbr - there’s no one. or maybe there is, but no one who’d really giv a damn. it’s jst dis noise inside, unsettled, and u cant even fcukin name wat it is.
reached home at 5. didnt sit, didnt think. i jst hit the road, walking fast, like maybe the feet cld walk it off. music in the ears, but the mind - the mind was nowhere near the songs. it was scattered, restless, everywhere all at once.
maybe i shld stop digging into it, stop asking wats wrong. maybe the answer isnt there. maybe it’s jst shower, crash early, hope trow feels less heavy.
sometimes i wonder - is it only me? or hav u felt dis way too?
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