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there hav been times in my life when emotions took the driver’s seat, steering me toward decisions i wldnt hav made if i had taken a moment to think. rasa marah, geram, risau and fear, excitement - they all cloud judgement, creating some haze where facts and logic barely stand a chance. in those moments, emosi memang rasa mcm the truth, like it is the only thg dat matters. but truth isnt always tied to how i feel, i knw. tp facts? apa dorg kisah. they stay there, unchanged, waiting for me to see clearly.

still, i cant deny dat emotions hav their place. they remind me dat aku ni manusia je pun; dat i care, dat i feel. tp soalan nye skang - i keep coming back to is: how do i balance dis? how do i honour my emotions w/o letting them overpower the reality of facts?

urgkh, awal pagi to dis.