live life, 4u.

 

u spent a good part of ur life holdin back. not becoz u wanted to, but becoz u tot u had to. u let ur choices be dictated by how they mght make others feel, by how u mght look in their eyes, by how ur actions cld ripple into their lives. u missed out on so much - not becoz u din want to experience thgs, but becoz u hesitated. u were always considering. always weighing. always thinkin twice.

and then life happened. it hit u in ways u werent prepared for. ppl left, some w/o a warning, some w/o a reason. and when u finally turned arnd to look for the ones u had put first for so long, u were damn fcukin alone. u had missed ur train while making sure everyone else had a seat. and u knw wats the saddest part? there was no one waiting to walk home wit u. u r completely alone. and ur on ur own.

it’s funny, really. in a world of billions, in the end, u r all dat u truly hav.

so, rmbr - dun waste ur life waiting for approval. dun shrink urself to fit spaces dat were never meant for u. do the thgs u’ve always wanted to do. wear dat outfit dat makes u feel like a masterpiece. take dat trip alone. stay up late talkin to someone who makes ur soul feel alive. say yes to moments dat scare u a lil - becoz those r the ones dat turn into stories u’ll never forget.

one day, u’ll look back and be grateful. grateful for the risks, the lessons, the bruises, the laughter, the late-night drives, the days dat left u breathless. u’ll thank urself for choosing to live - on your own terms. u'll hav storeis to tell to ur kids, and they'll fell amaze about it.

and when dat day comes, u wont jst be rmbring life. u’ll knw, deep in ur bones, dat you lived it.

u fcukin lived it.