i'm in my quiet era now. malas nak kecoh-kecoh. apa-apa je lah. i am putting my "pi mampos" mode and attitude, even more lately. it’s not resignation; it’s peace. i no longer feel the need to explain myself or control everythg around me. life happens, and i’ve learned to let it. the waves crash, the storms come and go, but i am gonna stand still, watching, accepting. selagi tak pijak kepala aku, i am ok wit it.
watever happens, happens. i used to fight against life’s unpredictability, but now i see it for wat it is - a flow we cant always direct. not every moment needs fixing, and not every battle needs fighting. some thgs r meant to jst be. rmbr the thgs u can change, and thgs dat u cant change? i will be all out if it is in my hand. but if it is not - u can go fly kite.
i dun hav much to say anymore. not becoz i’ve run out of words, but becoz silence speaks louder now. i’ve found comfort in holding back, in letting thoughts linger w/o the urgency to share them. it feels lighter dis way.
no, it is not dat i am givin up or somethg. it is not i am bein a pessimist ke apa. the fact is - it is wat it is. life isnt perfect, but it’s real. i’ve stopped chasing answers and started appreciating the beauty in wat’s here, now. now. the now dat matters. and u knw wat? life goes on. no matter the fcuk it is, the world keeps turning, reminding me to keep moving forward, even in the quiet.
judge me not. i am not lazy or some kinda shyte. but dis is my space now - calm, reflective, and rilek-rilek dah la. a reminder dat sometimes, letting go is the only way to truly hold on.
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