and u cant help but wonder - how can they jst forget? how can they jst walk away like nothg happened, like their words din cut u open and their actions din leave scars? they jst fucking erased it all, din they? fcukin moved on like it was a minor inconvenience, while u r stuck here, replaying it, feeling every damn cut over and over again.
it makes u angry. furious, even. for being so foolish. and stupid. how dare they act like it wasnt real, like their actions din have consequences, like u were just a chapter they cld close w/o a second thought? u gave so much - too much - and they discarded it as if it was nothg. the pain they caused, the trust they shattered, the way they made u doubt ur fcukin self - it all lingers, and it burns.
u hate them for it. u hate how easily they moved on, how they get to walk away from the wreckage like nothg happened. u hate dat they made u question urself, ur fcukin worth, ur bloody sanity. and honestly, fcuk them for thinkin they had the right. fcuk them for taking everythg u gave and throwing it back in ur face like it meant nothg.
but here’s the thg - u dun owe them anythg. not ur fcukin forgiveness, not ur understanding, not even ur hate. let the anger burn. let it fuel u. let it remind u dat u deserve better than their bulshyte, better than the half-assed excuses and the empty promises they threw ur fcukin way.
feel it, own it, but dun let it define u. becoz wat they did says everythg about who they r and nothg about who u r. u r not the one who forgot. u r not the one who walked away. and dat makes u fcukin stronger. it makes u even bloody better.
let them be who they r - selfish, careless, and small. u, on the other hand, r still here, still standing, and still fighting to rise above wat they did. dat’s power. dat’s resilience. and dat’s somethg they’ll never take away from u.
pray silently, on good thg for them. for one day, they'll see, they'll understand better. and they'll feel how exactly u feel.
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